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I ask this question to myself all the time. I even start questioning why I put so much importance on things that everyone else does, like making money, having a career, and finding ‘the one.’

There have been several deaths in my family the last few years. A couple of those deaths greatly impacted me, even though I only interacted with those family members through social media and in person once every few years. These family members led a life of superficiality and I doubt that they were truly happy within themselves. They were always chasing money and attention from those other than their loved ones.

I constantly work hard in my job and in my personal life. I work hard to the point of burn out sometimes. Sometimes I lay in bed for hours on end and wonder what I’m doing and what is the point of everything. As I’m writing, I’m still trying to figure that out. It may seem like I am babbling on this blog post right now, but I am just laying out my thoughts as to how to move forward. The main question I have is: What is the point of working so hard if we all just die anyway?” As I learn new things and research more on this very question, I’ll write more as to what I think the meaning of life is. Life has been hard for me and I haven’t always been dealt a great hand. Being motivated to truly live and enjoy life has gotten tougher as the years have gone by. In the next year, I hope to find the answers that I’m seeking and help myself out of this mental ‘hole’ that I am in.

“I am not the only traveler who has not repaid his debt. I’ve been searching for a trail to follow again.” -Lord Huron in the song ‘The Night We Met.’

Back in January, I decided to sign up for my very first half marathon. This half marathon was going to be at Glacier National Park – about 5,000 feet in altitude with an ascent of about 800 feet. I wanted to challenge myself, and what better way to do that than run a race at such a high altitude?

The climb that stretched out about four miles really gased me out, but the descent at the end of that climb was fun and I felt like I was flying. I was running really fast miles from mile 5 to mile 7. Looking back, I think that running both downhill and really fast tired my legs out. On mile 10, my legs started to hurt and give out a little bit. I still had to keep going for another 3.1 miles. Some people might consider this cheating or lazy, but I did decide to walk for a couple of minutes to gain some strength and comfortability back in my legs. After that short walk, I decided to continue running and not stop like my life depended on it.

I crossed the finish line in two hours and 31 minutes, which was way better than I thought I would run. Here is a list of some insights I gained during this run:

  1. You actually need to give yourself time to train. Granted, you can run a half marathon without training, but you will set yourself up for success when you give youself plenty of time to train and get yourself acclimated to running regularly. I am definitely not trying to make excuses here, but I didn’t start training until two weeks before the race. I didn’t really think too much about the race until I finally saw it on my calendar. Prior to those two weeks, I was doing any kind of exercise I wanted, whether it was spin class, yoga, or pilates. I probably ran a total of 5 times in the span of 6 months before I started “training.” When I started running during the race, I immediately regretted not being more serious about training. Training consistently would have helped me not only PR, but also not injure myself so easily when I attempted to run at fast speeds for miles during that race.
  2. Make sure to hydrate, eat carbs, and get plenty of sleep at least two nights before the race. Nutrition, rest, and sleep all play a factor in performance. Remember when teachers would tell you these things the week before a major test? The same is true for a huge race. You want to be at your absolute best on race day. The night before the race, I ate pizza and pasta to carbo load. Two days before, I drank tons of water so I wouldn’t get dehydrated on race day. I also made sure that I got at least 8 hours of sleep everyday that week. That preparation did wonders for me. I’m glad I took that advice because it prepared me to do the best that I could during that race.
  3. Look at the course map or scope out the course the day before the race. This tip isn’t a must, but it is helpful. When you see the course before you actually run it, it could help you mentally prepare for those rough inclines and powerful descents. It could also help you plan your paces because inevitably and typically, we tend to run slower on the uphills and much faster on the downhills.

Those are my tips for a successful half marathon! Whether you are about to run your first or your 29th race, these tips can help ensure that you are at your best on race day!

What’s my goal time for my next half marathon? I’m hoping to run the thing in two hours and 10 minutes. If I commit to a running plan and stick to it throughout the summer and early fall, I’m sure I can achieve that time. My next half marathon is set for October 27, 2024. Let’s get to training!

Xoxo,

Nene

I’m aware of what the blog title might have looked like to you. How could I quit my job just after two months? Hear me out.

Back in March, I started this job as a Case Manager at a chemical dependency center. Case managers help clients achieve their fullest potential by connecting them with resources and services. In my case, I was connecting clients to affordable housing, job coaching, medical appointments, and helping them get their driver’s licenses and identification cards. I didn’t completely hate the job, but I wasn’t getting paid enough money to survive. If I could have been paid a little bit more, I would have stayed. There were times when I thought that I was doing too much work for the very little pay I was getting. Also, the community of recovery drug and alcohol addicts I was working with was a hard population to work with and handle. Money is CRUCIAL to survival. No one can deny that. In those short two months, I was very stressed out with the workload and felt like it was not worth it to stay at a job where I felt like I was one paycheck closer to being homeless.

One month into the job, I decided to look for higher paying jobs. Nowadays, it’s extremely difficult to find a good paying job and get hired. Fortunately, I got a call from the state government about two weeks after I sent some job applications in. The supervisor asked me if I wanted to interview and I happily agreed to do one. I am certain I did well in that interview because just a couple of weeks later, I received a call asking when I wanted to start.

I am a firm believer of doing what makes you happy. I wasn’t entirely happy doing case management at the chemical dependency center. I often went home too exhausted to do much of anything after work. It was days of exhaustion and dissatisfaction that I recognized I needed to apply for another job. That’s what I did.

Within the next three weeks, I am starting my new job as a Central Intake Specialist working at the Child Abuse and Neglect Hotline. I’m excited to start this particular line of work and I’ll let you know how it goes. Until then, follow your own path to happiness and never question it. I’ll talk to you soon.

Loves,

Nene

My Transition from the Military to the Civilian World

My Transition from the Military to the Civilian World

Do people experience an identity crisis when they leave the military? I feel like that is what I am experiencing right now. Granted, I still have one foot in the door since I’m transitioning into the Reserves, but I still have to find a civilian job to pay the bills. I’ve served in the United

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